They wanted me to wear a heart monitor for 30 days. I told them, "No." I'm not the type of girl who needs a heart monitor for 30 days. Am I? I am healthy, fit and strong. I tell myself that every day. I want my ears to hear those words, constantly. I am living … Continue reading I’m Not that Type of Girl…Am I?
Six weeks ago, I started seeing an amazing new doctor who finally diagnosed this mystery illness that has made me so sick the last two years. He has begun weekly IV treatment along with a host of other alternative therapies that are finally starting to give me my life back after two years of countless … Continue reading I Hereby Grant Myself Permission to Be Shitty
I want to start a new club. Who wants to join? Everyone? Great!!!!! It's called The Brave and Brokenhearted Club. Think you belong in it? Here are the qualifications for admission: A) You are human. B) You've had your heart broken. C) You are still living and breathing and walking around on a planet with … Continue reading The Brave & Brokenhearted Club: Are You In?
After awhile, you learn what people do and don't want to hear. You learn that most people don't really feel comfortable hearing the truth of your feelings. So you start changing, without even meaning to. You hide your feelings...stuff them down so deep you don't even realize you're stuffing them. Because where else do we … Continue reading On the Edge of a New Era (in Which We FEEL)
It's been a hard week here. It started out with calling 911 on Sunday because the baby was choking on something she picked up off the floor. It took a visit to the ER and several panicky hours to figure out she had a small piece of thick plastic lodged in her throat that the … Continue reading The Answer to Everything Is…